#this isnt even half of the crap ive witnessed in this blog and we havent been here a MONTH like maam 🥲🥲🥲🤚

[sukirichi]

[naoya's trophy wife updates:]

some things have been greatly upsetting me and its triggering my anxiety. let me just say it straight and clear things up so hopefully we could be a lot more respectful to each other. idk how to phrase this in a way that wont upset others but for once, just allow me to speak my mind.

1. please DO NOT send the same requests more than once and pressure me to write it. Mass requesting for the same idea over and over again will lead to an immediate IGNORE. (grr)

2. It's really rude when you send me a request and send it to other writers too. It feels like you're trying to see who could write it first or who could it write better. as my friend said, its going to feel like we're plagiarizing because multiple writers got the same ask and if we all write about it so 💀, yeah, I won't even respond to that.

3. I don't appreciate it when people "look up to me." There have been asks that I refuse to respond to because even though they meant well by complimenting me, its unnecessary. Thank you for liking my works, thank you for reading them, but I don't appreciate it when people say "The JJK Fandom rests on your shoulders" "The fanfic community is alive because of you" "Your blog is the pillar of JJK fanfics" By telling me this, you're showing that you might not really be into the fandom, you're just attached to a writer for whatever weird reason. Not only do these messages invalidate other writers who are also part of the fandom, you're placing me on an impossible pedestal when I'm a writer who's here for fun just like every other writer. I'm not better than anyone else (hell there are people out there who are a thousand times more talented than I am) and these kinds of messages are really pressuring and rude to others. These "compliments" don't encourage me at all. I am grateful that people like me, but if you're going to like me at the expense of not appreciating others, then no thank you. Appreciate all fanfic writers.

4. Please do not tag me in fanfics when I do not wish to be part of a taglist. It feels so awkward for me because Idk what to say. Unless you're a really close friend of mine and I tell you directly to "tag me if you see something you like so we can thirst together", then please don't tag me. It could be awkward to the writer too when you tag me somewhere and they might expect feedback but I just blank out especially when its a fanfic from a fandom I'm not even part of. I'm sorry if this is really rude, it just gives me so much anxiety and I don't want to be fake by forcing myself to give feedback just to appease to people or whatever.

5. I've gotten dm's from other writers who ask me for plot construction. This has happened more than once and I'm grateful people trust me enough, but if we haven't interacted much, it's a little weird to me. Its okay to ask for ideas and even "writing tips" but don't ask me to write the outline for you.

— some of you might ask, well, why don't I just block them? i got cyberbullied before for blocking people that makes me uncomfortable, i got death threats and hate because i was being "rude" when I blocked those people. it didn't happen in this blog and it was a long time ago, but that memory still sticks and it still traumatises me that no, i cannot block someone, just block me instead.

anyways this is getting too long, feel free to unfollow me if you find me rude or whatever. i feel uncomfortable in my own blog rn and i want to be able to write as happily and freely as i used to. i'll just be back whenever. queues and scheduled posts will take over for a while ♡